Rest in peace Major Badger

Today marks the anniversary of Major Badger ' s death on Towle Field at Fort Bragg in 1995. Sgt. Mark Kreutzer opened fire from several sniper hides and wounded 20 more. The date has always been hard for me, but today so many memories have come flooding back. I honestly couldn't even get on the mat tonight. I've run away from this day for so many years but today I think it smacked me right in the mouth. I'm sure I was fractured before and I had witnessed plenty of death prior. I'm just not sure why this one seems to linger for so long. I apologize for bringing such negative vibes, it's just been a hard day.