I forgot but I also used to look at the Sun since I was young. Just started doing it quickly to wake my eyes up when going outside always looking through squinted or closed eyes. Eventually I would look a little longer during the sunrise or sunset but that sun will make you go blind thing is all I ever heard. I forget when I first found out about sun gazing but I thought it was insane because the sun was gonna make em blind
Been looking for any scientific studies on this and all I can find is garbage. I think i will have to do my own experiments one day if I can find someone with energy scanning or brain imaging equipment that wont charge me an arm and a leg do do stuff