Hello ,
Just an update where I currently stand, I join a program for cannabis as medicine. The program lasts six months and during that period, I provided cannabanoids in capsules and my own hemp oil all the time what I took for the pain.
Since I participate in the program have made many improvements, the swelling in my liver is almost gone, my kidneys are functioning, I can walk without pain .... it is so bizarre that the use of cannabanoids been known for years and it´s not on the market, because stupid people only seeing negative side to it. But there is no downside .
In 2 days i´m going in to surgery. There taking away a pease of my liver . If that goes well and my recovery goes well , I will get my bonemarrow transplantation . My aunt corresponds to the same bone marrow, and blood type.
So at this moment there is a little bit of chaos in my head energy, anxiety, nervousness and joy.
I live day by day , and there are definitely times where I crying on the couch thinking about my my life a dark hole, and there is nothing more to do.
Fortunate my girlfriend one of the most beautiful people i know and the love of my life gets me out of the negative moods. Then i know where i´m fighting for friends and family and for my self !
