Got put to sleep for the first time & apprehsion coming back
Was rolling in a gi for the first time in a couple of months the other day, got a lapel choke kinda put on me while I was in half guard, felt it, but didnt think he had it, managed to pass to like a side scarf hold, I looked at the clock,I remember gurgling and next thing I knew my instructor was waking me up.
Now I am far from a tough guy and have no issue tapping at all, but in this instance I didn't feel I was in danger and i think combined with the fact of not being in a gi for a while and me moving past half guard I think locking it in I think added up to it happening.
Just wondering other guys experiences on then rolling again, if they felt apprehensive, did they then start tapping earlier than before etc?.
All I know is, is it was a really weird feeling and one I obviously would rather didn't happen again. I got home and felt really emotional and just kinda basically in shock i think.
Will be back on the horse this afternoon, so hopefully all is well.
Would appreciate your experiences guys. Thanks