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I have been trying to overcome fear. My first step was to learn a martial art to protect myself. I have been to three jiu jitsu classes so far, and I enjoyed the first two very much. Except, today I had a horrible flash back while we were working on guard passes. How can I put the things that have happened in my past out of my mind and focus on becoming a stronger person?
Taylor?
What does that mean?
Haha eddies new standard respons to anything questionable.Quote:
Originally Posted by Eddie Bravo
Any real advice?
Really hard to say being that I haven't been through anything traumatic but if something makes you seriously uncomfortable, take a step back. Sit out if you have to. No one will judge you. Then step back in once the anxiety passes. It's a journey :)
Jiu jitsu can't replace counseling. Get some counseling and a support group. Jiu jitsu helps you gain confidence, it doesn't help you cope with past experiences.
There's your real advice Taylor. Lol
The Taylor strikes back! This could get very interesting. lol
Soon we'll hear....."The muthafucking Taylor saga continues"
Ummm, what school is that at? Nobody believes you really exist. Right now your like a ghost boner in the night nudging every ones shoulder.
I have been to counseling for almost two years now. I was raped my freshman year of college. It was by far the worst thing that has ever happened to me. Part of my journey to overcome the incident was to increase myself esteem. I have been doing that in many different ways. I have been going to counseling, and rape support therapy groups. One of the things I have recently starting doing is martial arts.
Today was horrible. When I was working on a drill, all I could think about was what happened to me. It was awful. My heart started racing and I felt like I was going to die. I am determined to not give up. I was just looking for some advice. For those of you that keep sending me messages saying I am Taylor, I am not that person, and here is the picture. For those of you who are giving real advice, thank you! :)
http://a8.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphot...10489296_n.jpg
Do you guys really think Taylor would pretend to be a girl? That guy was the biggest womanizer on here
As long as you are anonymous people will forever think you are Taylor. He kinda ruined it for all future anons, or maybe made it better for us, I dont know.
I was arrested and thrown in jail for 3 days while on almost a half ounce of mushrooms. afterwords I couldnt even smoke or be near anyone wearing things like name tags because I would think it was a cop. once I was at a party with my friends who came back from working at a movie theater and i thought he was trying to arrest me and I ran out of the house. Not the first or last but what I had to do was sit down with my best friend. i took mushrooms again and talked about it the whole trip. many times are unexplainable but i basically sat down and thought about my fears and fuck ups in life for a straight 8 hours.
I no longer have that problem.
idk if this helps but i thought it was relevent to the topic.
Ladies and Gentlemen,
I welcome Taylor Culbertson back.
Take this FB picture URL
http://a8.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphot...10489296_n.jpg
Now, the third number represents the profile ID.
416879_293850607340391_100001463633280_871859_10489296_n.jpg
giving us:
https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100001463633280
Now guess who's profile it is?
Eddie smelled it :)
that first link doesn't work max
Haha.
fixed it now^^
If your for real read Gavin De Becker book "The gift of fear."
If its true Taylor is sad sad man
100001463633280......hahahahah!
So is that taylor's sister?? Looking good from the neck down!!
Lol. Would explain the rape joke on my facebook pic at the same time of these thread shenanigans. Perfect timing.
bingo.Quote:
Originally Posted by Brent Smith