So so sorry to hear about your loss.
I'd say don't look to get your desire to train back, because that's looking backwards. The desire to train that you had before only fit into the life you had before. If you imagine that "desire" as a piece of a puzzle, it fit perfectly before into the overall picture of your life; your relationships, your thoughts, your goals etc. The reason it doesn't fit anymore is because the puzzle has changed and rearranged, so you'll therefore have to work out where your life is at first before looking for a new desire.
So one thing I would advise is to slowly think life through and get your bearings. And please don't rush; take your time as you're really going through a lot. Only after you've worked out where you are in life will you be able to find a new desire that fits perfectly into that new landscape.
Do update us on how you're getting on. Take things slowly and thank you for sharing with us all.
I'd say don't look to get your desire to train back, because that's looking backwards. The desire to train that you had before only fit into the life you had before. If you imagine that "desire" as a piece of a puzzle, it fit perfectly before into the overall picture of your life; your relationships, your thoughts, your goals etc. The reason it doesn't fit anymore is because the puzzle has changed and rearranged, so you'll therefore have to work out where your life is at first before looking for a new desire.
So one thing I would advise is to slowly think life through and get your bearings. And please don't rush; take your time as you're really going through a lot. Only after you've worked out where you are in life will you be able to find a new desire that fits perfectly into that new landscape.
Do update us on how you're getting on. Take things slowly and thank you for sharing with us all.
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