Had One kick ass weekend !!!!!!!! But I have to say went away kinda bumming. It was awesome being around that much talent in the 10PJJ system, but went away depressed because I can't train like that all the time.
I train at a Gracie school so not alota 10th planet stuff going on there. I use it as much as I can, while doing open mat. Guys come to me to show them, when they see the stuff that works doing my rolls.(which is pretty scary in its self, because I suck !!!) There isn't a guy in our gym that doesn't use lock down or a twister side control at some point in most every roll they do because of it. I feel like I'm a crack dealer because we are always sneaking around talking about it and doing it when nobody is looking.

I guess my point is makes it really rough to drill 10PJJ stuff like I should. The past 2 days showed me how much I am really missing out on.
The worst is, I saw some stuff the last 2 days, I really feel are game changers for me!!!! I feel like I want to totally rework how I compete. I have felt like this for a while. Like the things I do while I compete ( even though give me wins), don't feel like my path.
I walked out feeling like everything I saw the last to days was designed with me in mind. I was right thinking 10th planet was for me the first time I met Eddie a few years back. I feel like I have been pushed away from it by people around the last year or so. The ammo they use," Conner you don't need it look how many wins your racking up, just train hard with what we show you." I need to push back. I know this system is for me.
So what do I do ???? I started by bugging my dad the whole way home, to start getting me down as much as I can to train with coach Zog. But is that going to be enough? I really feel I want to start all over on my jitz game. So did I make a huge leap forward the last 2 days or a huge step back...... so confused my head is going to explode.lol