a little update on where I currently stand. The last weeks were really bad . I end up in the hospital while I was planning to go to the 10th planet seminar in Sweden to take a look .. Unfortunately this past by me and I was on IV chemo because they couden´t removed any more liver tissue. So they thought it a good idea to still have to do chemotherapy.
Because the chemo my kidney function still only 75 percent at least 1 kidney that other kidney is removed next week. Because it no longer works fine another operation, You come from one into another fucking hospital and I lose the courage to continue.
My bone marrow transplant does not go through because my white blood cell count is +2 that's bad. . Always a disappointment and be positive in life takes its toll. When my body gives up and I am willing to fight for every 24 hour, minutes,and second Who will win?
Because the chemo my kidney function still only 75 percent at least 1 kidney that other kidney is removed next week. Because it no longer works fine another operation, You come from one into another fucking hospital and I lose the courage to continue.
My bone marrow transplant does not go through because my white blood cell count is +2 that's bad. . Always a disappointment and be positive in life takes its toll. When my body gives up and I am willing to fight for every 24 hour, minutes,and second Who will win?
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