It's transformed me so much that I don't even identify with who I used to be. I've tried to explain it several times on this forum and dayum was I all over the old rantin my ass off as well. It's actually easier to answer now because I can be completely honest with myself. Ever since childhood we are asked " What do you wanna be when you grow up?" and told things like " You can become anything you want to be." We soon learn to adapt and conform our answers to fit either societies or our guardians standards. A ninja turns into a doctor, lawyer, engineer, etc. Well, I wanna be a fucking ninja. Always have. I didn't want the choreographed smoke and mirrors(although I ate that shit up) I wanted to actually be able to go from the first to tenth floor of a building and kick everybodies ass along the way. Jj gave me a huge tool to realize my true dream. To be a fuckin ninja. Sorry mom..