.......Ok I have to put my 2 cents in. It sounds like you are being a whiny bitch....... This is what I got out of your post and the reason why I said that (in my whiny voice) This guy has only been training 6 months longer than me.... I sub him all the time... My instructor doesn't like me..... he is only a purple belt what does he know about who should be promoted and who shouldn't.....
Ok on any other forum I would leave it at that. This forum has a nice and gentle tone. So I will keep this nice.
- Don't compare your self with others just do you.
- Never stop moving in practice You will get noticed for your hard work.
- Ask your PB instructor for advice after every roll with him. It shows the willingness to learn. Chances are he knows what he is doing or he wouldn't be teaching the class.
- Enjoy yourself
Oh and if this post you created was sent to your instructor what do you think his reaction would be??? I look forward to hearing from you.