Hah now I feel the urge to reestablish the fact that I have testicles. You could prolly kick my ass anyway gabby lol. But yea, I don't just tap for the sake of tapping, I do like to struggle and work to escape certain holds. And I do understand and have shared your frustration when people tap before you really get a chance to work the finish like you would have to in competition. But there are so many times when I don't tap to a submission in training, for example, a guillotine, and I ride it out and try to escape and sometimes I do, sometimes I don't, but often I later regret it when my neck is sore as shit and then I think damn, my ego got the best of me again and now I'm in pain. The trick is finding the happy medium I guess.