After 3 1/2 years of repping the system and running a school with free classes, I had decided it was my year. I was going to turn blue one way or another. I decided to drive to Decatur and train one weekend a month for the entire year, and I even set the dates. I was kicking it off with another Mccaghren seminar next weekend at Paul's place. I set all seminars and competitions up for the year. Anyways, I was going over the hip bump sweep in class and turn while in 11 year old "Skywalker's" guard to make sure the other kids could see. He hip bumps me and my knee pops like a .22. Grade 2 acl destruction...end of story. Fuck me! Why now? Depression sucks.