I got to train for the first time since january last night. I got mat burn and loved it. I got my face smashed and ground, such an awesome feeling. I have never had as much inner peace as I did last night. I have missed the mats soooo much lol. The knee surgery has been alot bigger of a struggle on me than i could have imagined due to my PTSD issues. After last night I kinda feel like me again. The mats truly are therapy. Master Eddie, Coach Herzog, Denny, or anyone else that can give me a lil more insight to the peace that it brought me please do. This is the first time that I have had to take this much time off consecutively. I wish that I could convey the peace that I had. It's like nothing I can remember feeling before.
