This is only my second jj competition ever and the first nogi. I seriously didn't even want to do it because of weeks of the pre-gitters. But then because it scared me, I made myself do it. Even though I didn't win I wanted to throw it up for the hell of it, maybe some people will give me some good constructive criticism. First off Ive never taken lessons from anyone on nogi, I took lesson with the gi but I never even earned a stripe before I had to move away. I haven't had a steady place to train since then. I just drop in at a few places out of town and try to get rolls in occasionally. After not rolling at all for over a year I had just 3 weeks to get ready for this. It was really cool getting to listen to eddie talk about preparing for the rematch while I was preparing for this. It felt kinda like I had him training with me. I was registered for the beginner division but I fucked up only got there 1.5 hr early and they started my division so it was do intermediate or drive 1.5 hrs back home for nothing so I eagerly stepped up bit the bullet. I'm 31 and they said I should do the 30+ division because it would be easier but I told them no, and to put me in with the < 30s. I don't know if that was smart or not but my pride wouldn't let me take the easier of the two choices. I watched my opponents first match and knew he could easily out wrestle me so I settled with a controlled take down to start. From there it was pretty much the underhook battle of my life. He was so strong and I was so worried about opening up and committing too much and him scrambling and passing, and me probably never really recovering, or spending the whole time battling to regain a guard. I almost rolled him one time when @ 1:00 but the timing didn't feel right and I was worried about failing and him scrambling. I tried getting up to dog fight a few times but he shut that shit down hard. I know I coulda transitioned to butterfly but Im not very good from there.... yet. Besides that sorry about the megaparagraph but its 2am and I need things to do.