I would ask a hypothetical question. Does the thought of injury cause you to hesitate? I am not talking about cuts or even concussions so much as if it is as you say and you want hold a job for the sake of your families financial stability and still fight. Are you ok knowing that fighting can cause injuries like torn ACL's that have a minimum 6 month rehab on top of a VERY expensive surgery and keep you from functioning in your day job and potentially put your families financial stability at risk? It is sort of an all or nothing racket. You do or you don't. There are no Sunday Driver fighters especially with the rising level of talent entering the sport; multiple time all american wrestlers, NCAA national champions, multiple time Jiu Jitsu world champions, olympic level judoka and wrestlers from all over. Are you willing to put natural athleticism and hard work against possibly someone who has been training their whole life for the chance to smash someone's face in? If you are man, you have my support 150% and I hope you crush your way to the top. I really feel fighting is all in, if it is you and you dig deep enough and still don't have doubts about it. You should already know the answer. Sorry if this is botched up, doing from a phone and freezing my ass off.