Just to go off on a different way, I will tell you my little story. For about the past year I was down, felt like everything was going bad, wasn't going to advance in my job, thought the relationship w girlfriend was going bad, one little depressive or anxiety causing thing would cause me to spiral, and not give a f about my job, my girlfriend, anything. I would go to class, roll around and that would take my mind away from things, but then it would just come crashing back when i entered the "real" world again."
Then I started having a problem sleeping, that started in late September/October, and I always had a caffeine sensitivity. Growing up we never had caffeine in my house because my mom would have bad reactions to it, heart palpitations/racing etc, so idk if its genetic or something w/ not drinking it in my youth and most of my teenage years. If I have just one little cup of coffee, like at a diner you get for breakfast, I'll be up until 1 or 2 in the morning, and if I'm crazy and have more I'll be up even later. Even if I have 20 oz soda I'll be up till 12 if not later, I normally try to be asleep by 11 bc i need at 7 hrs of sleep or im dead the next day.
So I cut out the caffeine but during this whole time since Sept/Oct I would have the craziest dreams and wake up every 1.5hrs, then wake up the next day so tired and be dead the next day. Which made everything worse. So then I was like I need to sleep, but I don't want ambien or anything prescribed, so i tried taking some melatonin, 3mg. Ever since I did that I sleep all night, dreams aren't crazy, just more real. But I noticed I wasn't tired anymore and that my mood changed overall, and that i was more positive, the stupid things that bothered me about life just rolled off my shoulder, less worried about things, and relationships w/ people in general have improved. Now it's only been about a month so who knows, and it might be a trick im playing on myself, but it has worked. Now i know w melantonin you take it a month or two then stop for a couple weeks, but I feel it has helped a lot.
So whats the point, idk, but i think good sleep matters (duh captain obvious). I think whatever changes you can make to improve your sleep and the quality of it will change how you deal with people on a regular basis. Before all of this if you ask most people they will tell you I'm fun guy, only met less than a handful of people I never got along w/ or really "dislike" so I wasn't a reformed jerk I think. I hope my experience helps and if you read this whole thing sorry for bad grammar/mispellings bc i don't feel like proof reading (I have to do so much of that at work that i just type and go when im out of the office) and sorry for prob a boring story of life that most people have had.
Then I started having a problem sleeping, that started in late September/October, and I always had a caffeine sensitivity. Growing up we never had caffeine in my house because my mom would have bad reactions to it, heart palpitations/racing etc, so idk if its genetic or something w/ not drinking it in my youth and most of my teenage years. If I have just one little cup of coffee, like at a diner you get for breakfast, I'll be up until 1 or 2 in the morning, and if I'm crazy and have more I'll be up even later. Even if I have 20 oz soda I'll be up till 12 if not later, I normally try to be asleep by 11 bc i need at 7 hrs of sleep or im dead the next day.
So I cut out the caffeine but during this whole time since Sept/Oct I would have the craziest dreams and wake up every 1.5hrs, then wake up the next day so tired and be dead the next day. Which made everything worse. So then I was like I need to sleep, but I don't want ambien or anything prescribed, so i tried taking some melatonin, 3mg. Ever since I did that I sleep all night, dreams aren't crazy, just more real. But I noticed I wasn't tired anymore and that my mood changed overall, and that i was more positive, the stupid things that bothered me about life just rolled off my shoulder, less worried about things, and relationships w/ people in general have improved. Now it's only been about a month so who knows, and it might be a trick im playing on myself, but it has worked. Now i know w melantonin you take it a month or two then stop for a couple weeks, but I feel it has helped a lot.
So whats the point, idk, but i think good sleep matters (duh captain obvious). I think whatever changes you can make to improve your sleep and the quality of it will change how you deal with people on a regular basis. Before all of this if you ask most people they will tell you I'm fun guy, only met less than a handful of people I never got along w/ or really "dislike" so I wasn't a reformed jerk I think. I hope my experience helps and if you read this whole thing sorry for bad grammar/mispellings bc i don't feel like proof reading (I have to do so much of that at work that i just type and go when im out of the office) and sorry for prob a boring story of life that most people have had.