Eddies grappling is revolutionary, his skill level is like Kirk Hammond... I keep re-watching the motley crue movie on Netflix.. Mick mars guy was not in his 20s he had previous band experience he was zero fucks given kind of guy... Eddie bravo its in his 20s has lots of previous band experience... You ever revisit an old idea later in life and it all kind of comes together... Most of my friends are like ben shut up about your conspiracy shit...its not real...with that hint of fear in their eyes haha... He is obviously ridiculously good looking... Even in my over weight state I can get hot chicks with boyfriends and husbands to look at me with that id fuck look... I know the look I wasn't always overweight and pissed off... I use to be a fit prick... I gave it some thought and I think I need a guitar player who can snipe hotties and turn heads... I was going to do a band search in LA and be all if you can snipe that chick there or get that single chick to fuck in like few minutes I don't know if you have the sex appeal for this band... I saw him on rogan recently and he looks better now then he did when he was younger... He has the maturity and can smell bullshit... If his lead licks match my lyrics and he digs the content then we just need a bass and drummer... I can rap, I can metal, I can classic rock, I can R&B, I can do it all... Pussy and cash are my main drives of this band, if I want to shit for the music ill go into the woods and play for the trees. I'm working on not holding myself back... Like I said ive had 5 open mic appearance with serious music fans and sticklers and the size was like 30-50 people and they were stunned, ive played a loop song i made on the side of the road in kauai above kapaa and like no one really goes there and people were pulling over on the side of the road, I have a few riffs and a vocal style that some how made it to someone else and they have billions of views on youtube and fat cash but like I said when I put it out there I just wanted to see what level I was at and the dude lays it down in the studio and live and I just get bored with shit and have a problem with being consistent in the past I'm like old bob dylan from what I herd all the shit we love was take one,im talking highway 61 revisited, blood on the tracks dylan... I know I have the ability inside to do the consistent set and lay it down proper. It seem a bigger problem is finding the talented group of guys who can be consistent and are down for the pro status. So many are scared to go pro they can't handle the shit. After the last wrecked depression, I just decided I need to say fuck it, I was suicidal after some bitch and had this feeling inside telling dude go to your friends open mic brah Steven Tyler and woody harrelson are going to be there(no one called or anything like that it was just this voice inside saying get out dude wake up idiot go.) I didn't go, I talked to my friend after I left my depression a few weeks or month later when it kind of tapered into the usual shit and not the darkness, and he was dude Steven Tyler and woody harrelson were here ... And I was that day/night that I was lost in my room in the gloom. I can't say where it was at... But after that I was like fuck it, you didn't tell Owen Wilson about your movie idea when you met him(but he did end up doing zoolander 2 and fuck you brah I love that movie) I didn't go to the willy nelson jam cuz the chick I was with was all really against going and me jamming, I didnt go through my friend network and be like hey willy I wrote a story and you would be this epic character Bonged off the great (parody much). I froze with Ben Stiller and just got out the most favorite film I saw him in heavyweights(tony awwwww yeah feel it yeahh). when I met Pierce Brosnan I just told him man your my generations bond my favorite golden-eye was an epic movie and video game. I didn't go up to Bob Dylan when I saw him in the airport as a kid just like fuck it ill dodge the body guards and just be like bro I love your music and leave(he looked so tired I thought I was being cool) long time ago Paris Hilton body guards gave me and my cousin her roaches... They let me into Everclear show they were epic I was going to meet them but this fat bitch was all lets go to the strip club and I felt as rockers they would understand wanting to see one bitch play with a hot strippers pussy and shit lol, I did security checks for tool and they let me in, met Kirk Hammond froze at the back stage and just stammered fucking love his guitar playing, he did a fat solo on my favorite song they hit me with a spotlight I was singing so loud (sorry Maynard). Again lost in the depression when Chappelle came I did 3/4 of the security check and a bro offered me some weed which I needed but I was so lost I didn't hit it, I did the last visual check without the try and I just left lost in my depression (had to make sure that his show was tight...thanks anty for the opportunity. Depression in session and I just get fucked, but ive come a long way. Had two record years whit chicks like 30-40 different ones some were fucking dimes to. Its like I'm in the door of the plane and were 14k feet up and I just go man fuck it and either the chute opens or I die a great death(or I get that updraft and just get fucked up om landing lol). I gotta keep it in my mind your in the plane 14k feet your in the door just step out or gainer it brah. Its a fat pipeline and your on it and just pop and know your going to make it. (I'm weird I love big wipe out the closer to death the bigger the rush lol) I know I can make it. Some how I gotta get in Quentin Tarantino last film. I keep shooting my self in the foot or cutting the cords on the chute. You either gotta go for it or get over the regrets you know what I'm saying. I love rock rap, eddie was like dude lets make a rock raps thing and went for it, it didn't go anywhere but he went for it. Linkin park! This dude has been on the cutting edge. Eventually the edge breaks off and were soaring with that wing suit right. Are you guys pursuing your personal legend your path, or are you futting it out? We don't all want to be rock stars and movie starts some of us just want to try our own business, you got the ability to go for it if you just let it go dude potential for eating you up inside..would that hot blonde at the photo shoot have fucked me...you know