Well I have been grappling since I was a child. Just not under a gym. I have every intention of putting the work in as I have in the past. My goal is to get the belts when I get the belts. They're already mine anyway. This battle has been fought a billion, trillion, infinite number of times. You can judge me as not being humble, but the fact is that none of you are the judges of humility. We've placed that esteemed position on God for the end of all days and refused to relinquish it to him at the same time. A man in vast. He is humble and he is arrogant. He is small and he is large. He is influential and he is alone. He is water and he is bone. I'll try to save my judgement for you when everything is illuminated and everyone is beyond judgement. Would you do me the same favor?
Let me prove my humility for a momment and mention some non famous names who've tapped me out:
John from the Gracie Academy, my 14 year old brother Jonah, my friend Barry, my dad, my brother Zach, Ray, all the douche bags who made me quit the basketball team.....etc
this may diminish me somehow (this confession), but I am not finished. I will rebuild. You may one day consider me your friend, but don't pretend that you know the vastness of me and I won't you. The previous was a conflicting battle of the soul that's dead already and not what's on my mind right now. I'm not here so you can't grasp me. You can't even prove that I'm somewhere typing this...so how the fuck can you do anything about it? The goal of this message is not to shut you down, but to make you reconsider your criticism. I considered it before writing this funny message about a blue belt. If I really wanted one (a blue belt), I woulda sent in my videos to the Gracie Academy a long time ago.
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