
Originally Posted by
Jonathan Wylie
Why did you change your belt color?
i earned my purple belt about 7 years ago. about 6 years ago i was in a plane accident, had a bunch of physical and brain problems. (traumatic brain injury being one of the big ones)
when i picked up BJJ again, the school i was learning at didnt use belts or any ranking system. after the brain injury, i was essentially starting over. i knew some things, but my chalkboard of knowledge was pretty much erased.
now, i just reciently started learning from a 2nd degree BB under Carlos Machado- and I run the same level as his blues.
just being honest with myself now, im not purple belt level anymore. those injuries really knocked me back. I really battled back and forth with it, but I cant call myself a purple belt anymore. Blue seems fitting now. I'll work my ASS off to get back up there, but I really think this is the best thing I can do for myself. jumping back from an injury like that requires you to understand your limits. i still cant run after the accident either- so if i used to run marathons, im not gonna spout now that im a marathon runner, cause im not. gotta work my ass off again to get there.
if you know anyone with a severe TBI, just ask them...its like hitting the reset button sometimes.
it sucks big time, you are aware of it, but there is nothing you can do about it. So, for now, Blue is home