You got out grappled, so what, just get your ass back on the mats and take your jits to the next level, win or lose I'm still proud of you, you are a true warrior, very few people on the planet can say that
I dont think there's anything more manly in life than voluntarily choosing a job where getting punched in the face is a very real and ever present threat.
Ricco my man! Yup I thought it was going to be nasty but it wasn't bad at all. Out-grappled my brotha. Not beaten and not stopped. From this, we know what needs work. Begin every session in this same technique, learn the escape. Do it til they can't see you.