I have been to counseling for almost two years now. I was raped my freshman year of college. It was by far the worst thing that has ever happened to me. Part of my journey to overcome the incident was to increase myself esteem. I have been doing that in many different ways. I have been going to counseling, and rape support therapy groups. One of the things I have recently starting doing is martial arts.
Today was horrible. When I was working on a drill, all I could think about was what happened to me. It was awful. My heart started racing and I felt like I was going to die. I am determined to not give up. I was just looking for some advice. For those of you that keep sending me messages saying I am Taylor, I am not that person, and here is the picture. For those of you who are giving real advice, thank you!
Today was horrible. When I was working on a drill, all I could think about was what happened to me. It was awful. My heart started racing and I felt like I was going to die. I am determined to not give up. I was just looking for some advice. For those of you that keep sending me messages saying I am Taylor, I am not that person, and here is the picture. For those of you who are giving real advice, thank you!

