I need to have a first post sometime, so I guess this will be it! Whats up, Guys!
Honestly, as beyond disgusting as this woman's habits objectively are, I am totally sold by how awesome her attitude is. She doesn't give a fuuuuuck. I found her less and less disagreeable as it went on. She's having a good time, she's not hurting anyone, who gives a monkey what she does? She actually reminds me a lot of the neuralsoup girl who took DMT anally, just 100% in her own reality.
I almost dated a girl once who was into all this craziness. She was super cute, so I started talking to her at this party. We kinda hit it off, so I got her info and kept talking to her. But, slowly she started dropping in weird, off jokes about having a shit taken on her. At first, I laughed because I wrote it off as a joke. But, she kept mentioning it. She told me this story about how she broke up with an ex-boyfriend and then, for his birthday shortly after, she took a shit in a shoe box and sent it to him. But, somehow it was genuinely meant to be an act of endearment. After she told me that, I was was like,
holy shit, this girl is completely bananas. I started tapering off my contact with her. But, before I completely stopped she sent me these two badly Photoshopped pictures she had made of people taking a shit into her mouth. That was pretty much the last time I spoke with her. I mean, she really, legitimately wanted me to take a shit on her / in her mouth. Truly bizarre.
Its gotta be a huge bummer to be genuinely turned on by something so alternative and shunned by everyone else. I dont really take what she was doing to be that creepy because how the hell else can you really approach people you like with something you are that driven by? Unless you fall into a super accepting subculture like that porn star found, you are pretty much doomed to a terribly shamed and deprived sex life. She was super pretty, and a lot of fun. But, obviously, there was no way I could go along with that. It was a pretty weird experience for sure.
As sort of a tangent, but about sexual shame and guilt, check out this trailer for Michael Fassbender's new movie Shame:
http://youtu.be/arD1Hmjlqag
Its the second film by this super-artsy director named, Steve McQueen. His first movie, called Hunger, was about IRA soldiers on a hunger strike in an English prison. Its an increeeedible movie. Id strongly recommend it.
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